31/12/2009

i juz accidently delete a whole post tat contain at least 500 words..ergh!!!!!!! it hurt!!! i relly dun wanna rewrite d whole thg i dun even wan to write anythg about it now!!!! wat a stupid stupid day!!!!

last day of 2009... juz 7hr to 2010... 4 days to skul reopenin..ergh i really dun hav d fellin to rewrite it..shit!!!! no mood!!

19-21/12 patrol camp

1st time organizin..i think i done my job mayb its nt gud enough..careless me to lost d $$$ i'm sry to every1..but juz a person i hate her!!! put me aeroplane its really enough she still wan me to pay her back d camp $ n tell me tat bcuz i asked her to attend so she juz put attendin to fuyan me!!!!!wat the hell...i noe she will find reasons 4 nt attendin but i really cant believe tat she asked me to return d fees to her..go die!!!!

anyway, say some thg happier..organizin a camp isnt easy..when i'm in junior i always think tat camp leader n all those SV r so gud as they no need to join d activities can walk here walk there..but when oneself is holdon d post u wont feel tat..n tats ME!! if i hav a chance i really wouldnt wan to be d head i juz wanna be one of the participaters..its so nice to juz join n enjoy d activities...u no need to think n plan n go apply the activities n always hav ur idea get bend n need to rethink it again n again..isnt it gud??

Buuuut but but, i really learnt thg from d camp...esp being d camp leader..u're d last to take bath n sleep or u even dun get a chance but u're the 1st to wake up!!N of course u need to plan n take care everythg is in the schedule..check every single details... every1 who is my camp leader b4 i give a big applause to u from the bottom of my heart...u're great!!!of course for myself too!! i really hope those attendin hav fun n really leart thg from d camp most of all u enjoyed it!!!! =)

26-29/12 LeaDerShip camp

a camp tat had a attendecy of 280 ppl...isnt it great? after myself organized a camp i really think d chouwei n camp leader of tis camp is awesome!! dont u think so? controllin 280 ppl 4 4days 3 nites is like....n plus its CH student..its a mission impossible?? but i think they did a superior job!! tis camp it didnt really give me a big suprise but indeed i really learnt thg from it...my 14th group!! haha =) i like them..althought we're nt very familiar with each other but we at least we take care n we knew we're teammate..i mean at least we dun act like totally strangers in the whole camp..tats wat i like n of course i hav frens who're same group with me which make me felt relieve..

成果展...for tis i really wan to say WTF n WTH!!! until 2day i still cant understand n cant figure out how n y on earth they put us in the group tat doesnt belong to us!!! any1 knew?? nt even my society ownself cant understand even cadet n st.john also cant accept n cant understand!!! they say tis thg suppose to be helpin us to get more new tuanyuan but i think tis thg is create to destroy us or should i say destroy 3DA!!!!! anyway fine... we still 1 team!!!

p/s : i think compare to last yesr's tis year is a bit sien....juz hope tat my same group ppl wont 4gt me n wont treat me as strangers den is gud enough for me!!! =) =>

juz suddenly read someone's blog n hav some thought after c-ing it..

now i thought of it,i really cant imagine n i never ever ever thought tat u're such a bad kind of person..juz cant understand...i really really like u when i'm in junior form but afetr all i heard n come to think about it..juz cant imagine y u can do such a thg juz bcuz of tat stupid little position..u cant even get any profit or even $$ from it!!! nt even 1 cent!!!

ppl sure will change bcuz of position n i thought tat will only happen at drama or yes of course in reality but omg in skul??do u really like it a lot?[mayb u even fall in luv with it]i never hav a thought of it i never knew it was u..if i had a choice i wish i never get along with u b4..i cant believe tat u can give up ur frens,ur class ur..everythg..r u stupid??worth it??for heaven sake, if ur fren dun even like ur leadership how tat gonna work with d whole troop? there's nobody there to help u...n u think u still can win ppl's heart??go die la!!dun be naive la!!

n d stupid upper de...also dunno y so like these ppl..dunno y so like dog... go to hell!!!i loathe them!!if i can i really want to change all of them..kill them all!!!stupid pig!!u're the 1st 1 to get killed!!!

now, talkin back of myself...i really want to hav it but tat is past tense..but now i dun think i can hold tat..responbility??i hav if comparin to another 1 but nt much...i'm scare cuz i'm nt those kind who will sacrifice everythg 4 ppl(tat is the past of me)..i mean of course i'm willin 2 sacrifice if i really hav time n includin if it doesn't affect my result.. i'll sure happy if i noe tat 1 year back but now i'm strugglin n confuse...i dun feel like doin it..futhermore i scare i will b d next generation of her[but i think 99% wont la, at least i wont give up on my fellow frens]...

i'm startin 2 like 2 write blog..haha..dai B...4 d time being, watchin Jp drama-tokyo dogs n liar game 2..shun n hiro so damn funny n dai B...2 gud jp dramas..n i really fall in luv with arashi!!!luv them

sabaku no gaara, guin,hanli,ai xin:

GamBaTE on SPM !!!

genting trip

long time din on tis blog n i think no one knew i hav one cuz me myself forgotten it too!!jesus christ!!!!==
juz came back from genting..dunno y i'm writing it also..mayb i'm juz too ''suprise''??na..
1st day went buffet lunch eat till wanna vomit..n at d end someone really din vomit..n tat is haha wei yeah lo!!XD
cant play d theme park also..actually i also quite dissapointed de but nt as XW n JW cuz they juz keep on sayin about d theme park thg..at last we still only can talk in the hotel..
cuz too sien so we juz went to indoor gai gai at nite,haiz..go there also sien la...although noe tat but i really din expect will happen..so damn wei la!!!if i noe tat i wont go there!! 4 some times i really think nt bad but now dun ...n tat time my stomach is still full with food saw it i really wanna vomit out...eww!! no idea wat XYZ're thinkin about ..yuso!!!irenai!!!
haha...anyway on d way back to d hotel we took a few pics..n passing by ppl like wat're we doin??haha..who cares as long as ourselves r happy rite?talk in the hotel until 3am le..geng..dunno y we can talk tat much..
2nd day me n WY go chack d weather so went theme park..stupid spinner dunno y nt openin..but at least gt small roller coaster..me WY n JW keep on screamin like ghost n YX, YC, XW, ZL haha they scream like goin to death man...so damn funny!!! banana boat!!!!i'm seatin in front n when it's goin near d point i'm like ''y i'm seatin at d front'' regretin...my heart is like fallin out n my whole body juz like flyin out of d boat...shuang dao
d next one stupid stupid cup!!!spin until i headache n wanna vomit..i swear 4ever i'm nt goin to play tis again..4eva!!! we're the only screamin n shoutin inside there...juz like stupid ppl scream dunno 4 wat..shuang!! XD
then we went 4 go cart n ZL is the only one cant play...she never play tis b4 nt even once le...charm..i'm the fastest of course!!haha..n i played one more lap...so damn fun!!like carting!!!d next..spaceshot!!! haha..drag ppl along with me...but...actually i'm really havin fun nt until...sien lo..no mood when write until here...so when we're up d 'space' i'm the only one laughin..i cant stop laughin when i heard YX n WY shouting ..juz dunno y i'm nt scare at all...n i'm called 'scary' bcuz of tat...spaceshot is so so so so fun!!!!
my crockscrew...no chance to play it...

well, went back reached home at 8pm...tis trip is quite fun but i juz cant stand tat i need 2...haiz..juz dunno y so 'fan gan'...its like goin everywhere also like tat le...next time i will choose a rite date n time..i'm nt gonna let tis damn thg happen..i HATE IT!!!